you broke up with me

you broke up 

with me, then 

offered invitation 

to the winery 

- where i met 

your friends.

you seemed anxious  

i would like them

never introducing us

for two years

to answer your question:

- they were fine.

you turned back up 

at the door

i offered my cheek 

but you stole my lips

lingered on 

lou reed personified.

buried your tongue

fist deep inside me 

a jackhammer

pulsating marionette

- the morning after

yesterday.

you held my hand 

too long 

as we crossed the road 

- an old habit

you seemed reluctant 

to let go, i took it back.

at dinner you paid 

said you wanted 

the sander in my shed

you left planning 

to spend your life 

there. 

then you disappear 

again, leave me confused 

waiting for comms

lights off 

you watch harry potter 

indefinitely.

i'm not here

to serve your whim

at my expense

- perhaps

you could miss me

when we're together.

you broke up 
with me.